I am not exactly sure how I got so disillusioned.
I am not exactly sure how I got so disillusioned. I had convinced myself that it was important to get my ex back and I needed to do it all costs. When I look back, I see that I was putting myself in danger without really caring. All that I could see was my current circumstance. I did not see that a few years from now I would be better off and in a relationship that is healthy and productive. I wish that I had just thought about what I was doing and how it would impact my future relationships.